Sunday, March 30, 2008

I Feel So Alone...

I feel so alone...have you ever said that?  If you haven't count yourself as one of the fortunate few.  I would venture to say that most people at one point or another have felt utterly alone.  Many people may wonder why God has allowed them to feel this way...I think I may have an answer.

I think that this whole "human experiment" is like a boomerang that God threw out into the universe.  When you throw a boomerang just right it will fly out into the sky and right back to where it began.  We are children of God...we are a part of God.  When the boomerang was thrown we moved away from God.  

We are now seeing the results of decisions made removed from God...removed from our own divine essence.  We are allowed to make our own choices, and every choice of every human being that ever lived is a critical part of "The Great Boomerang Toss".  Every misstep ultimately will illuminate a path back to our divine origin.  

Are you with me so far???  

You may be wondering what this has to do with feeling lonely, or being alone.  I believe there is value in loneliness.  When we are alone we have an opportunity to recognize the frailty of putting our sense of self... in other people.  No one will always be in the same space of recognition or reality as we are.  There is a different reality for every person.  

Loneliness forces us to turn inward.  How we see the world is exactly what the world is for us....that is reality.  Love, acceptance, security all start within us.  If we don't feel lovable, acceptable, and 'secure-able' there is nothing anyone can do to fill that void.  

Loneliness gives us the opportunity to get in touch with the divinity that is within us.  Loneliness removes external distractions, and with those distractions gone we can be who we really are...a perfect and complete part of God.  When we make that connection, the 'Boomerang Toss' is completed.  We are a part of God.  Really....we are never alone.

....I feel better already.

Stay Fly and Fly High!
KLH

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